Its amazing how much somebody can break your heart and still you love him or her with every broken piece of it. Its when your mind says let go but your heart tells you to hold on. Its when your mind says be still but your heart screams go on. Its when your mind says lets leave but your heart whispers lets stay. Its when your mind says this isnt right but your heart knows no other way. Stuck? Some would say the best thing to do is move on
Theoretically speaking: accepting and trying to move on sounds easy right? But application of that theory simply means: die first and live again! When do you move on anyway? You move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back. You just have to accept the fact that some things can never be and that you should be contented with things as they are. Leaving is a choice. Staying is a choice. But you can never really ask someone to stay or to leave. Its a choice they have to make for themselves and sometimes, no matter how much you beg someone to stay or how hard you try to make someone leave, you really have no control over what they will choose. If its taking all your strength. If its killing your heart. If its making you bear too much pain and its making you ignore everything else. Make sure its worth it, otherwise, let it go.
I used to be a believer of happily ever after. I used to be optimistic when everyone was down and unhopeful. I used to be zestful about love. But after sharing my life, my smile, my passion to somebody who never appreciated me and just left a scar in my heart. I seemed to lose it all. It was worse than Ive ever thought. But Im trying to get my life back and if theres one thing I could wish for right now, it would be the faith and trust that there are still unselfish people who wouldnt dare steal somebodys happiness for the sake of their own.
When you cant remember why youre hurt. Thats when youre healed.